RAYVN RYDER

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My history

I was always drawn to the world of sexuality. Because of my past lives and my curiously adventurous personality, it was only fitting that I would enter the world of Sex Work nearly a decade ago. There were many aspects that drew me in… first and foremost, finally I had found a place where all the shadows resided. In a way, I have always sought out the shadows as it is usually where the truth can be found. Pillow talk was always my favorite. It was this place where, when stripped naked with nothing to hide behind, the walls crumbled down, the secrets came out and nothing was held back. It was such a relief from the world outside the bedroom where it seemed like everyone was hiding behind some fake smile or altered truth. Here my curiosities and fantasies could all come alive.

What drew me in next was the power. It was a sense of power I had never felt before--the money, the men, the control, the attention, the freedom, and independence. Admittedly, it was an incredible force that completely seduced me. But I fully believe that every true god must know the path of darkness in order to know the path of light. 

More than any energy that I have felt on this planet, it is the energy of sexuality and of the heart that holds the greatest power. And with great power comes great responsibility. Through my own karmic lessons, I have had to endure many hardships and heartbreaks in response to my misuse of this very powerful energy. But these are lessons I will forever cherish and am grateful for what they have taught me--for it is in these falls that I have gained the power to reconnect back to my core and receive the inspiration to guide others towards the truth of their sexual power. 

My Work

I am officially retired as a Sex Worker, which was a great process of letting go. It is a means of work that deserves much more respect and admiration than it is given and for the women that I continue to support and all those in the field, I respect and admire you! However, my service is called in another direction and it is now my great honor and pleasure to be able to use my voice, my creativity, my lessons, my remembrance, and technology to guide you into the remembrance of who you truly are. 

After separating from this line of work and the loss of nearly everything around me, I began a journey down into the darkness that lived within me.  In this process, I began discovering many beliefs I held that greatly conflicted with my core knowing are were causing me great disharmony. At one point, as this darkness nearly consumed me, I thought there was no way for me to continue on. It was in this moment where I had no one and nothing that I knew that the only power that would save me was the power I had within. I spent many months in isolation, meditation, and contemplation birthing the creations of the reprogramming programs that were finally the answer to shift my subconscious beliefs. It is a great gift that I am now able to receive guidance from higher aspects of our universe and that I get to share the fruition of these channelings with the world. 

During this time, I discovered a passion for Erotic Audio. Of course, no matter where my path leads, it must incorporate an aspect of sexuality as it has been the greatest teacher in my life. So while I was working with reprogramming hypnosis, I knew that a powerful aspect to shifting the subconsciousness would come from the incorporation of sexual energy.  It was through the exploration of imagination, guided voice, inner discovery, and fantasy that a new sense of pleasure and fire arose within me. 

As I began creating erotic journeys publicly and privately I was able to remember the world I knew had always existed within me--a world that lives beyond this distortion and represented the truest vibration of my soul. In this world of imagination that I could create just for you and me, nothing was off-limits. All feelings, desires, fantasies, and shadows were safe to explore. Here I could create a space where you felt safe, where you weren’t judged or in fear of being hurt. All of you could be welcomed and accepted on this fantasy plane of existence. And in this space your walls could come down and true, powerful change could actually take place. In the realization that we are multidimensional beings with the power of godlike creation and a sexual force that drives all of existence, I began to truly appreciate this journey. 

At the beginning of my work as a Sex Worker, my ego received much gratification as my inner gifts began to shed light. But I have learned, in the role of service, that the work I do on myself and in my spiritual practice is mainly to create a cleaner channel for what is needed for humanity at this time. So while I feel it is important to share aspects of myself so you understand that we are all the same, I try to keep my personality out of most of my work. However, it is highly desirable for you to connect with Rayvn in your session work and it is possible to traverse the universe and find places within yourself through this vehicle. But please keep in mind that Rayvn is a messenger created from Source meant to guide and inspire you. So as we work together, simply remember that what comes through me is usually an aspect of YOUR higher self and so if you choose to praise anyone, let it be YOU. You are the one doing the work and you create the magic needed to shift your reality and become the god of your world. 

My Qualifications

**Regarding my list of “qualifications”, I will share that I dislike the cultural need to impart a recitation of certificates and trainings I have paid for and can frame on my wall. Rather I feel the journey of life, in an awakened state, and conversations with Consciousness serves as the best training. However, I understand the need to feel comfortable with a guide that you will journey with. So you may take in my history and let it comfort you in whatever means necessary, but also know that most of my wisdom is not in the form of knowledge but rather in, experience and a remembrance of that which was already within me.